NEWS FROM THE WHITE ROOM
5.01.2003
 
Well, today was a pretty normal day, mostly.
i had my presentation in speech class; which i got an A on, in spite of not preparing anything for it at all.
Hell, i didn't even know i HAD a speech to do until day before yestreday.
Then after Speech i ran into David and Ben, and we all went to chill with Lenny and Brian.
Ben had to go like right away, but David stayed with us until like 7, then i took him home.
Smurfie called me!! Twice!!
i was so happy!!
And i feel a lot better knowing what was occupying her mind.
God, it just seems like no matter how hard i try, i can't outrun what i did.
Easily the stupidest decision of my life to date.
i want to say i'm sorry, Sierra. Again.
i just feel like i can't ever say it enough.
i think about what i did, and i know the hurt i feel for you is nothing next to what it did to you.
i just want to forget about her, but it can't happen that wasily, i guess, can it?
Well, that's about enough of that, i suppose.
i love you so much,
i'm so glad you told me.
i hate the feeling that i'm not someone you can tell anything, no matter what, and it felt really good that you told me, despite what it was.
Thank you.
Well, a pretty good chill session with the guys, even though looking back, we didn't actually DO anything.
well, that's how it goes, i guess.
Knoll Poem! Coming soon!!

Courtesy.
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