NEWS FROM THE WHITE ROOM
6.25.2004
 
Today i:
Argued with my mom again, so i:
Added yet another entry to my load of guilt, so i:
Fell into another depressive mode, so i:
Cried until i got a severe nosebleed, so i:
hit various glass things with a baseball bat, so i:
felt better for about an hour, so i:
Tried to call Sierra to see about the plans for tonight, so i:
Made another big mess out of someone else's life, so i:
Went to sleep and hoped i'd never wake up.

Courtesy.
6.20.2004
 
i'd like to apologize to people again for being antisocial,
and further, for declining their offers of support and such.

Unfortunately, i'm facing Gazebo Problems.

Please be patient and gentle with me, and i should start doing better.
If, on the other hand, patience and gentleness is not forthcoming,


Well, who knows what sort of hell i'm actually capable of wreaking among the social circles of our insecure, needy group of malcontent friends?
That's probably a great way to find out. ;^D

Go ahead and say it's not your fault because i deserved it.
i dare you.

This sort of thorny eventuality is what has kept me distant lately.
We are not in any sort of sense, patient or gentle with each other on any sort of
regular basis, and i'm often an unpleasant person to be around, even under the best
of circumstances.

Smurfie, thank you so much for all that you do.
You're helping much, much more than you know
without even trying to.
Courtesy.

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