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Dear Diary,
Today i made people unhappy.
Around 3:30, i made Sierra unhappy, because i implied that despite how hard i'd worked, and how much i'd done to arrange this weekend, it was not going to happend because she did not do everything in her power to make it so. i further hurt her by implying that her reason for this was that it was was not important enough for her to overcome the difficulties involved. Once i realized that i was making her much more unhappy than she was when she called, i tried to disengage, to avoid further ruining what might have been otherwise a day she wouldn't have hated living. Because i'm a jackass and insensitive, she interpreted this as my way of telling her that she was making me unhappy, and that she should let me go do something else. Also see below.
Go me. i suck again for ten thousand points.
Aroung 8:45, i made my mother unhappy by expressing my disinterest in my english class, and by revealing my intentions toward dropping it, so as not to waste my time with it. The usual pit of bitterness and angst ensued. As a result, i cut myself, again hurting Sierra, since i promised her i'd stop. Minus another ten thousand.
Courtesy.
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Yay! Quizzy-things make my updates look like i care without actually writing crap!
Yay! i rule mythology again!!
You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.
"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."
Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.
As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Oooh, yeah. Everyone knows smooth, suave ol' me...
kiss on the lips - you're sweet and simple but
quite daring. you move for the kill confidently
knowing the other person wants the same thing.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Yay! But i AM mysterious! i've got a mysterious past n' shit!
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
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SMURFIE!! HUGS FOR YOU!!!
Courtesy,
Sushi
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So i'm to understand the Mr. Mountain Dew is now nearly 3 weeks into detox recovery.
He tells me i "sort of inspired him"
i sort of rule now, huh?
i'm going to go dream of scrunchy eyes now...
Courtesy.
